my daily reflections…

i am grateful today that i am comfortable in my own skin. i can be me today and not have to be liked by everybody. as i continue to grow in this program my need fer acceptance by all is diminishin. today God has given me the courage and strength to be me. this mornins readin explains to me from an outside look what i always wanted and felt i needed to have fer a vast majority of my life, others approval. i can still get these feelins, doesnt everyone want to be loved and accepted in their life. the feelins of inferiority and self-approval are two feelins that i can struggle with when i go to beatin myself up. i have always said, there aint anybody who can whoop my ass better than i can. this just doesnt mean physically, but emotionally, psychologically, and spiritually as well. these are the times i really need to pull from this fellowship and use the spiritual tools i have learned from it. when i am ok with me, others are ok with me too. learnin to love me and accept me is what i need to strive fer and do to overcome those negative feelins. most of the time, when i am feelin these feelins of inferiority, its me livin out self-pity, which is the drivin force behind em. others rarely even know, or are the ones, who were the catalyst fer the feelins. my sponsor has always told me, when i am feelin these types of emotions i need to go work immediately with another in recovery. i need to listen to em and try to help em in any way possible. that is the solution i use today when i am cryin fer the moon, and it works successfully. 1 day @ a time…