this can be hard fer me to do sometimes, it does get easier as days pass. bein honest with others does confirm honesty within me. i am blessed today to be honest with others so i can be honest with myself. my HP confirms with me what dishonest actions do, He lets me see, live, and experience what dishonesty can bring me. He also shares with me what honesty can give me.
honesty is somethin i have to carry with me at all times. i have the ability to make myself believe the craziest shit. i believe what the readin suggests, when i am able to go to story tellin someone else it is usually because it somethin easily done to myself. an example i can give of this is, when i was drinkin back in the day i did not care about others, the reason was because, i did not care about myself. i learned in recovery, when i didnt care about the shit that happened to me, it didnt really matter if i cared about what happened to others. i was livin a life of pure insanity. bein honest is much the same fer me, if i can story tell myself and make me believe my own lies; it is easier fer me to be dishonest with others. true honesty with myself takes courage, self-courage, and it allows fer me to use true honesty with others and my HP. i am thankful fer this lesson, learnin self-honesty has given me a hope that future days can be lived right and true. i get to use courage to accept shit that is reality and surrender to truth. 1 day @ a time…
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