my daily reflections…

it can be hard fer me to honestly look at myself and make honest judgment calls that are true and real. i can make up all kinds of reasons why this, or that, should go in my favor, or not. when i am able to be totally honest about any given situation, i find that a real peace and humble feelin surrounds me, this fer me is surrender and acceptance. i have learned how to do this because of a willingness to try livin these steps in my life. lettin God in to take away all my fears, even as hard as it may be sometimes, brings about serenity in my heart and soul so i can love me and therefore love others. comin to Him each mornin helps me to start each day right. i start my day with a connection to my HP through prayer and meditation. this allows an immediate flow from a spiritual connection that is the conscious constant contact i need to better allow His will to be done in my life fer that day. self-examination, when shared with a trusted friend in recovery, allows me the benefit of understandin if im bein honest with myself about the happenins in my life and within. i then get to receive the right energies needed from my HP so that self-pity, dishonest, or self-seekin motives have a harder time of comin to fruition durin my day. 1 day @ a time…