if i want to change my life i have to become willin to do so. my self-will is strong; i want what i want when i want it and how i want it. i had to come to a realization that i was not put on earth to get everythin i wanted, sure i can...
I have an Ego, I am not my Ego Whenever I use the word "I" that is my Ego, talking about my Ego. the real me is the witness of Ego I the witness, am peace everything that is not peaceful, is Ego the most peaceful thing is nothing everything that is not nothing, is...
My name is Jeff, I am an alcoholic, drug addict and codependent with PTSD and Bipolar Disorder in recovery. I am also a 12 step sponsor, a Recovery Consultant and Omnist Revered. In my life I have practiced and researched many things in search of the truth about what is wrong with me and how...
the serenity prayer is somethin i use quite often throughout my day. it is a quick little sayin that helps me get back in touch with my HP when i am allowin myself to get out of hand with events that are happenin too quick fer me. it calms me, bringin the spiritual principle of...
i understand today the importance of this readin, givin back. tryin unsuccessfully fer years, i lived by my own will and did what i thought was best fer me. i did anythin i could, to quiet that gnawin sensation in the pit of my belly. when i came into the program and started to live...
i always looked fer someone or somethin to give me somethin that might cost them, but not me. i always tried to protect myself from some unperceived harm. i always took, it didnt matter what it was, someones love, forgiveness, or property, as long as i could get some kind of use out of it...
When I needed it, I could never find a 'steps to forgiveness' guide; but recently wrote this down for a friend ( this is not about 'forgiving and forgetting' some minor trespass ) :- To forgive someone who Ruined your Life Forgiveness = Fore-giveness. You're the First one to Give the other person the right...
i understand i cant help everybody with every issue, thats why there are so many other professions or support groups available. my main goal in this is to keep myself in recovery, and if i can, show another how i have been able to do it through my actions, then maybe it will help them....
What is the quality of your thoughts? Right now, as you look at the life you are being given, how well are you receiving it? Do you have any negative thoughts? When they come, are your forced to bury them, push them away? Are you always thinking as long as you are awake? When you...
it was explained to me, if i wanted to receive the great benefits of this program and live as i had seen others livin in this program, i must learn the healthy behavioral habit of givin back instead of always livin the unhealthy, self-centered, behavior, of takin. i had been given love by people who...