i was one of those self-deceived people back in the days of doin my dirt. i thought i alone could handle anythin the world threw at me. yet i can remember the fox hole prayers i would call and beckon my santa god to take over, promisin to live differently and always breakin that promise....
Who Answers?
willingness comes to me from many different directions in my life today. i have learned over my time in recovery that self-will, can be as nasty as i want it to be, or as healthy as i want it to be. through many personal inventorys, in both the 4th and 8th steps, i have found...
Together we rise to the point of freedom. We need one another to get there, and one of the most beautiful things we do in the fellowship is support one another in pursuit of our dreams. Sharing our hopes and our successes is as much of a part of carrying our message as sharing our...
We feel deeply and experience our emotions at great extremes. We dive into life face-first or hide under the covers, afraid to move. The price of growth for many of us is the awakening of more feelings than we know how to live with. It takes courage and humility to keep from shutting down again....
what i like about this program of recovery is its autonomy. its very democratic undertones allow me to express my recovery as i see how i can fit my life into it. i remember a conversation with my sponsor early in my recovery about how i needed to work a particular step. he said there...
within me today there lives a willingness to be everythin i thought i never could be, yet wanted to be, while back in the days of doin my dirt. i searched endlessly to get the sense of ease and comfort i have within today. i didnt know back then that it was always there. i...
when i first came into the rooms i needed to use willingness to open my mind to the new concepts recovery was teachin me. how could i say i was beginnin to gain a sense of faith if i kept my mind closed to the idea of a Power greater than myself? after i had...
when i came into the rooms this time my sponsor suggested that i use the program of recovery as an HP until i could develop a relationship with one of my own conception. he warned me against usin the fellowship as he said that the fellowship is human, and humans had the potential to fail...
when i have troubles where the solutions elude me and i start hearin self tryna tell me what to do about a situation, like go ahead and cut a bitch, sayin somethin derogatory about it or them, that bitch dont know me, who do they think they are, or actin out showin my ass, i...
#DailyStoic If I were asked this question a couple years ago it wouldn’t have registered. At that time I felt like I was so far behind. As though all the recent years up had been a waste. All the rehab facilities, detox center's, legal battles, jail stays, probation stints, & so forth had been waste....