what i can say about the results ive experienced from livin the principles of recovery, is that ive had many “ah-ha” moments, which have led to a spiritual experience that started the day i entered the rooms and continues even as i write this personal daily. i feel like i dont have to really take...
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this recovery thing doesnt work for me if i get to pick and choose how i use it. i aint livin back in the days of doin my dirt. im livin in today, this moment, in recovery. i have to live this thing we do in every aspect of my life, every day. whether at...
with this, what i believe to be, 4th deep look into my character defects and shortcomins, i needed my HP to help me as i plunged into how those characters and shit i wasnt doin that i shouldve been, had affected me. i needed Him because i wrote these things out in the comforts of...
the adjustments recovery showed to make to improve my character, behavior, and personality, through the 12 steps, have proved out over my time in recovery. this doesnt mean i can stop, it merely shows me the progress ive made because ive chosen to use the uncommon sense ive been taught. when in the past i...
how am i to use what ive learned from my early recovery to live today so i aint gotta go through such drastic inventories anymore. to heal myself so others didnt have to suffer from my personality, behavior, or thinkin problems, took time. but it was the start, and perseverance to continue to follow through,...
recovery has taught me, then shown me, the areas in my character where ive been selfish, dishonest, self-seekin, and racked full of fear. it was a hard look at self, behaviors, and thinkin, i used to defend and protect my alcoholism; my “self.” i didnt want to have to admit i had done things to...
Milan Fashion Week is marked by its sartorial traditions-and those who break them. The Atlanta – based brand initially offered a collection of T shirts and streetwear, but is now best known for its highly coveted Ova handbag. And most memorable was a pair of yellow and purple lace-up duck boots worn with printed catsuits...
i still battle my self-will after some time in recovery. as the big book clearly says, “…for alcohol is a subtle foe. we are not cured of alcoholism.” it continues to say, “…for we are not burnin up energy foolishly as we did when we were tryin to arrange life to suit ourselves.” it also...
aint nobody can kick my ass better than i can myself. when takin the honest look at my 4th, 5th, and 8th steps, i was able to discern just how much damage i had done to my own emotional, psychological, behavioral, and spiritual well-bein. i couldnt see it in the days of doin my dirt....
Why on earth would I allow someone or something control me and my world of possibilities. I have never been one to idilly stand by an watch someone try to control someone else in any manner ! No have I stood and ignored the yells of help coming from a tortured soul who needed me...