when i am focused on self, i aint got time to be bothered with others. much is the same when i am focused on any resentment. these two forms of spiritual disease inhibit me from any type of productive life. foh sho i may feel like im doin shit that is important to me, my...
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ive learned through recovery that resentment is a condition or state of mind whereby i relive past event and feel the emotions from that event as if it were happenin right now. resentment is the fuel that feeds the fires of my spiritual malady, my self-will. recovery teaches me that i have options today to...
yesterday was the 1st anniversary of my cousins death from TheCoViD19s. if i was to say to ya that i didnt feel the flood of emotions that come from a life event such as that, i be a straight up liar. grief, anger, sadness, and yes, even self-pity, came to me. it bothered me so...
i can recall the insanity of my thinkin and the delusional thoughts that created the illusion that all was well within my world while out doin my dirt. just as this mornins readin says, “where alcohol was concerned, i had been strangely insane”. whether it was the fear of not havin what i needed to...
hi folks I bought my ITR tshirt on here many years back, it is looking a bit worn now just like me lol and I would like to purchase a new one, however I can not find the link in order to purchase another one, can someone point me in the right direction please? Thank...
bein a classic empath i could always sense a vibe from others. often times that vibe was skewed by my own inept, delusional, perception. i could pick out the dickhead or bitch in another but had difficulty placin myself in such a category. when i came into recovery i found that if i wanted to...
when i came into the rooms this last time, i was tired, i had beat myself down emotionally, psychologically, and later learned, spiritually. i seen how others were livin differently than i thought they would in recovery. they werent a bunch of uptight assholes who were reformed drinkers. they werent angry or mad, they seemed...
ive been around long enough to have watched the hope in others die as they succumbed to their alcoholism. soon afterward, they themselves perished via the means of a bitter end. lookin at the way i drank and the reasons i did, i understand today that i am not any different than they. the times...
it was through personal inventory that i learned who i truly was within. i didnt know the personality problems i had were the bane of my existence. comin into the rooms i learned that i would have to look at me and find these problems that had troubled me all my life. now i reckon...
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