fer a while, early in recovery, i wondered how people lived without drinkin to take the edge off. i can also remember the loneliness that seemed to encompass my very core, it was not fun. i remember not wantin to hurt anybody ever again the way i had hurt my loved ones around me, the...
fer me, i have to take this God given 12 step program everywhere i go, every day. i find it works better fer me that way. it can be hard at times, and i can sometimes feel like there is no God, but i know deep within He is there watchin me in everythin i...
when i came into the rooms i was made aware that the 1st spiritual principle was honesty. i can recall lyin to myself thinkin i had always been an honest person. ive since learned of the self-deception and true powerlessness i used to live because of self-dishonesty. ive learned how unmanageability had me doin shit...
gettin sober was all i truly wanted in the beginnin of this journey. i knew if i could just stop drinkin i would be ok, the crazy ass behavior and thoughts i had would dissipate somewhat. after i had been sober for a while and had sat in the rooms i began to watch &...
with this new year upon me, im gonna continue to do as ive done to maintain my recovery and lifestyle. i may not do it as any other, but i am gonna do it as i perceive my HPs will is. i know shit will change each day, but as long as i stick to...
this has saved my ass more times than once. i even have to break it down to the minute sometimes. just do it today, has been a God send fer me. i am grateful i have what i have today. thank you Lord fer lettin me make it another year. it is true that even...
i reckon the principle of anonymity is so important now in my recovery because if i am focused on anothers or my own personality, i cannot keep a mind of the spiritual principles recovery teaches. if im practicin personalities, i sho nuff aint practicin principles. anonymity keeps my focus away from personalities and allows me...
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yesterday i was granted a gift from my HP of learnin what is in front of me if i dont continue to practice and live the spiritual principles of recovery as best as i can. i was able to see the joy of livin brought to me through the grace of my HP and the...
i like how this mornins readin suggests that sobriety isnt the only thing i can strive for in recovery; that livin life once again as a productive member of society is part of recovery. its what i wanted for so long while i was wrapped deep in my alcoholism. a chance to live again w/out...