with a willingness to become aware, the willingness to accept, provided a willingness to demonstrate, through action, a readiness to let go of ego and self, and follow a vastly different lifestyle. it became important to me to explore the differences i was experiencin as my recovery progressed. my HP has ALWAYS been there fer...
im grateful fer this fellowship of freedom, it carries me through some of my toughest times. i used to rely heavily on alcohol to do this fer me. today i no longer need to take that avenue to find forgiveness, love, peace, and serenity. before my recovery began i didnt know a way, other than...
#songoftheday https://youtu.be/fsjsPbT2… I mean. Like, am I happy? Honestly… No. Not entirely. When I think of happy, I think fulfillment. There's too much, my life is yet lacking. Too much lost, yet to gain back. But I am actively seeking. Seeking in my sadness, and seeking in my joy. A solution, a reason. Betterment....
i cannot even begin to tell ya the miraculous ways this design fer livin has worked in my lifes rough goins on. i can tell you this; it has helped me through terror, through bewilderment, through frustration, and through despair. these are the times when i thought nothin would be better than a bullet through...
one of my fav chapters in the big book is "to wives." although a tough read fer me; it lets me know the pain and agony i put my loved ones through. it gives me an idea of how they felt about my debacles. it also gives me strength and courage not to do those...
this is at times still a struggle fer me, to let someone in close, to let them really get to know me. the program teaches that i must love others so that they can love me, but in order fer this to happen i must love myself. it is truly an action by me to...
i dont want to be the one who creates emotional and behavioral problems which turn into spiritual obstacles fer the ones who love me the most or i love the most. maintainin an environment of trust and integrity with those closest to me, those in my home, is a practice the self-searchin made possible through...
even as it was my goal in the beginnin, cause i was told it wouldnt work if i didnt do it for myself, other people who were close to me were able to reap the benefits also. as i try to live this new spiritual life i want to show my loved ones that it...
i have learned that takin a kind and tolerant view of any situation i am in instead of tryin to force my will on it is a far better action. takin the time to listen and let God speak to me so i may better do His will is paramount to me maintainin my serenity....
when i try to make things bigger than they are, guess what happens, they become way bigger than they are. it is important fer me to remember to stay right sized in ALL of my activities throughout each day. it tends to keep things easy to manage fer me so that i dont get stressed,...