its almost impossible fer me not to have fear in my life, it IS an evil and corrodin thread in my life. i do not need to let it run my life though. i have been given a set of tools that truly work in rough goin. askin God to help guide me thru those...
i would have really never thought that the adage of, "ya gotta go thru hell before ya can get to heaven," would ever really play out in my life. just as the readin says "the paradox" has come true in my life (i just hope there aint any more hell to go thru). as hard...
im grateful fer this fellowship of freedom, it carries me through some of my toughest times. i used to rely heavily on alcohol to do this fer me. today i no longer need to take that avenue to find love, peace, and serenity. i truly enjoy the principle of freedom within this thing we do....
sometimes today i have to really dig to find Him within me, but He is ALWAYS there. i must let go of my want or desire and surrender, acceptin current circumstances fer what they are. it aint always as easy as it may sound, but eventually the crow of self-will begins to taste bitter and...
with a willingness to become aware, the willingness to accept, provided a willingness to demonstrate, through action, a readiness to let go of ego and self, and follow a vastly different lifestyle. it became important to me to explore the differences i was experiencin as my recovery progressed. my HP has ALWAYS been there fer...
im grateful fer this fellowship of freedom, it carries me through some of my toughest times. i used to rely heavily on alcohol to do this fer me. today i no longer need to take that avenue to find forgiveness, love, peace, and serenity. before my recovery began i didnt know a way, other than...
#songoftheday https://youtu.be/fsjsPbT2… I mean. Like, am I happy? Honestly… No. Not entirely. When I think of happy, I think fulfillment. There's too much, my life is yet lacking. Too much lost, yet to gain back. But I am actively seeking. Seeking in my sadness, and seeking in my joy. A solution, a reason. Betterment....
i cannot even begin to tell ya the miraculous ways this design fer livin has worked in my lifes rough goins on. i can tell you this; it has helped me through terror, through bewilderment, through frustration, and through despair. these are the times when i thought nothin would be better than a bullet through...
one of my fav chapters in the big book is "to wives." although a tough read fer me; it lets me know the pain and agony i put my loved ones through. it gives me an idea of how they felt about my debacles. it also gives me strength and courage not to do those...
this is at times still a struggle fer me, to let someone in close, to let them really get to know me. the program teaches that i must love others so that they can love me, but in order fer this to happen i must love myself. it is truly an action by me to...