i get to have a lot of fun in life today, but i cannot forget why i am able to have so much fun. its really nothin i do, its somethin that is a gift to me. the ability to make another smile and laugh in the midst of chaos and calamity is somethin that...
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lettin loose all the shit that had bound me up fer so many years did clear my head; it made room fer other things to come into my life. i had been hearin about humility and people were tellin me to get it, but i didnt know how or what it even felt like. as...
not all the things i did before i came into this thing we do were bad, even when under the influence of alcohol. even today, as i live my recovery i am susceptible to my own shortcomins. the difference from now and then is that i acknowledge the things my HP does fer me, and...
whenever i read this passage, it always makes me think of how i need to keep my thoughts and actions with my HPs will. that service work among my peers truly shows my willingness to complete His will. as i continue to live His will in my life to the best of my ability i...
sharin things that were in my darkest closets was a very scary proposition. i kept these things hidden and well fed. they were behaviors i refused to do because i thought not doin em kept me safe, warm, and comfortable. to start doin these behaviors meant i had to really look at them and make...
fear in its many forms has driven me to unbelievable acts of selfish behavior. it is 1 of those emotions that can truly run my life if i let it. in the past, to combat fear, i would drink it away into oblivion, only to cause more problems later on. it was the only way...
after gettin reacquainted with my HP in step 3, learnin to grow and use faith by watchin Him work with others, experiencin the changes i seen Him makin in others lives, it was at this time i started to live and give more of my life and time over to Him. fer Him to be...
i have always felt God around in my life. even as a young child i was taken to church to learn about Him. i unfortunately turned my back on Him fer a number of years due to anger and frustration; obscurin Him with calamity and worship of other things (not gettin my way). i have...
experience is a great teacher, the best i have ever seen. experience has brought me to where i am today. today my faith is stronger than ever. i once thought that i could never get the true happiness i deserved; i tried and fought everythin and everybody to get the things i thought were rightfully...
it says in the back of the book, in the spiritual experience, willingness is indispensable. as i have learned through livin these steps in my life, this is a fact as true as life itself. i can remember only bein willin to do the things i wanted, the way i wanted, and that was all....